Thursday, November 12, 2009

I'm Choking

My heart is beating jagged rhythma.
I'm choking on tears, bile, and regret.
My mind is cloudy with "maybes" and "what ifs"
I stand amazed at what I see.
This is my life, and this is me.
My lungs collapse around the words.
I'm suffering myself with indecision and pent up anger.
My mind is a mess with false hopes and terrible thoughts.
It's bittersweet, this realizaion.
This is my breaking point, I can feel pieces of me falling away.
My body vibrates to a tune of destruction.
I'm losing control of the tears that I cry.
BY: Tiffany Garza